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[ // 04:41pm /XO/ October 30 //] |
so i guess a lot has happened in the last two months.. things have been good, things have been bad, but i'm getting through just fine.
uhh i'm blonde now, i have my license, and i have a job. i work at denny's haha. i love it too. i worked all last week, except for wednesday, which sucked, but it's alright, i made it through and got a nice amount of tips. my grades sucked first quarter. it ended friday, and that's not good, because colleges look at the first two quarters of senior year. i need to start applying.
last night, gia, erin, and i dressed up as slutty pirates and wore our outfits out to jack of arts, dennys, and then kevin's for a small get-to-gether. it was pretty fun. i think we should do it again tonight.
no school tomorrow, hooraaaay. i'm done.
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[ // 11:34pm /XO/ August 30 //] |
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i can't even believe he's gone. i wish it was just some horrible dream, but it's not, it's reality. it seems like he's just sick, or on vacation, or something, and not back in school yet. it's like i can still hear his voice.
one of my classmates, kenny himmins, died yesterday afternoon after being on life support for unknown causes. it really is sad, and leaves me with the question why? i'm terribly confused. i know i wasn't the best of friends with kenny, but i would say he was a friend. we use to talk, he'd always have a smile on his face. he was one of the nicest guys that i knew that went to chanel. never did i expect anything would happen to him, it didn't even cross my mind until BAM. things happen when you least expect them to. you never feel like you need to worry about anyone close to you dying, but all you have to do is look right in front of you, and think.. wow, i could be gone tomorrow. we all take life for granted and that's one thing i would like to change.
i feel horrible, and helpless, and it honestly amazes me, watching some people in school today, acting like it was just an ordinary day. i'm not saying everyone, but some people, it's like.. do you need a wake up call, one of your classmates DIED, and you could care less? or so it seems. they have more important things on there mind, like, what am i going to do today, or what's for lunch, or i want school to be over. it's fucking pathetic. what a sad, gloomy day, and i have a feeling it might just get worse.
rest in peace, kenny
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[ // 09:38pm /XO/ August 25 //] |
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i'm a dork, i just counted on my fingers how many more hours school starts in.
hmm.. so a re-cap of the summer, it was a good one, i will admit, although it went by way too fast...
lots of time spent at home during the day, (no job =/) lots of nights at coventry, dennys, sleepovers, gia's, erin's, meeting new people, went to quite a few shows (hot hot heat, le tigre, briefs, adicts, casualties, ect. i know there were a few more) completed driving school, slept in until atleast 1 every day, and didn't go to bed until atleast 3.
wow, so tomorrow's my first day of school, i'm really not dreading this year due to the fact that i am a senior, and i am pleased with all my classes/teachers. the school year should fly by.
what i need to do now, is go on a job-hunt, for serious, in-cars, get my license, take act's, sat's, and ummm gather college information.
oh boy.
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[ // 12:13am /XO/ August 11 //] |
i kept waking up on and off last night, and finally woke up 5 minutes before my alarm was suppose to go off. i woke up at 9:40, got ready, and erin and i headed to gia's. we went to burger king, and then to mentor headlands. it was really fun, but my sunburn is killing me right now. we stayed for like 3 hours or something, maybe a little less, but we had a lot of fun. after that, we went back to gia's and played bullshit, got ready, and went to legacy village and ate at california pizza kitchen. that shit's so good. and then we went to coventry and sat on the steps, as usual. there were quite a few people up there tonight, so it was exciting. i drove the jeep home, and dad said i maunevered it like it was a boat. =)
last saturday was le tigre, really good, they put me in a good mood. there were a morsel amount of people there, so there were no spots except for in the back, and i had to stand on my tippy-toes the whole time, but it was worth it. good fun.
well i'm glad my sister has a friend over tonight, i'm not saying she's a loser or anything, i love her to death, but lately she's been in a sad/bad mood ever since cathy left, and tonight she seems a little better, so thank you cousin sarah for that! tomorrow should be a fun-filled day. i get to wake up at 8, go to breakfast with mom, dad, and the rambachers, and then spend the whole day with them. mehh, i love them but the whole day?? oh well, we'll see how it goes.
i'm fricking tired.
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[ // 12:25am /XO/ August 01 //] |
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hmm.. today is the day of cynthia lee kontur's birthday. for all of you who don't know.. that would be my mother. happy birthday mom!
i spent a lot of money today, i need to stop that right now, because a little unemployed girl, much like myself, does not need to be spending money that she doesn't have. money doesn't grow on trees you know.
i guess i've been upto a lot lately, hot hot heat was amazing and that's an understatment. i touched steve, was really close to the front, and it was awesome (minus losing my zebra print belt). that was the only let-down of the night. i finished driving classes, i start in-cars on august 21st, i believe, and then i'm one step closer to getting my license! and i'm only a year and a half late! i went to the beach yesterday with erin and her family, and we kicked her dad and uncles greg's asses at volley ball! it was a good time.
erin, gia, and i go to coventry a lot, maybe too much, but ehhh it's alright.
le tigre is august 6th and i'm really pumped for that, i can't wait to spend more money that i don't have. at least gia and i are going job hunting tomorrow, hopefully it'll work out this time.
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[ // 12:43am /XO/ July 24 //] |
hot hot heat is tomorrow, well.. today, if you want to be technical. and i am excited.
=)
and happy 18th birthday chump!
we're hanging out soon, deal?
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[ // 01:02am /XO/ July 20 //] |
almost lost my wallet today while in coventry but luckily, i dropped it in erins car. beautiful. i've been thinking a lot lately, about good things, about bad things, about everything. one thing that has been on my mind has been quitting smoking..
reasons to quit smoking:
-cost
-health
-sometimes i just get tired of cigarettes
-i don't want to look a lot older when i reach a certain age
-don't have to worry about spraying myself or using lotion so my parents don't suspect
-it'd make myself feel a lot better
-when i tell mom i'm going out, and she tells me not to smoke, i could truthfully tell her i won't
-it would make my family & family friends a lot happier b/c the WHOLE world knows i smoke
-i hate making my family disappointed
reasons to NOT quit smoking:
-addiction =/
-something to do
-something to look forward to
-gets rid of headaches
-allows me to have to poop better =) ahahaaa.
-helps with stress
-everyone i'm around smokes which doesn't exactly help this problem i have
the good outweighs the bad, erin, gia, and i are going to have a bet going to see if we can do it together which will make things go a little easier knowing that i'm going to try to quit with my best friends.
we'll see, thanks.
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[ // 11:03pm /XO/ July 11 //] |
after driving class, i drove home, got in around 10, and made oatmeal for dinner. it blew up in the microwave and i was so pissed because that's the second time it's happened in like a week. i'm the biggest loser EVER. not to mention, the biggest fatass ever. not long ago i finished a malley's pretzel chocolate bar and hot damn it was glorious!
today was day 5 of driving class, which means i have three more, thank you jesus. it's honestly the most boring place to be for three hours, especially in the summer when you could be out with friends. the teacher can be a dick too. a parent and his kid came in the classroom ONE MINUTE after he started teaching and they asked if it was too late, and the teacher said "yes, the next class is wednesday, come back then." i went behind arabica on break, to smoke a cigarette and there was a nice old man by himself sitting on a bench one over from me and we had a nice little conversation.
i got my haircut today. not a gargantuan change or anything, but a tad bit shorter, more layers, and she changed my bangs, and i like. daddy like.
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[ // 12:41am /XO/ June 30 //] |
it's been exactly a month since i've last updated. nothing new, nothing new. the computer is straining my eyes, a lot. i go on this thing too much. ummm summer's good.
-dennys
-coventry
-driving classes
-driving around
-hanging out with different people
-not many shows =/
-helping around the house
-being unemployed (not fun)
-sleeping everywhere besides my own bed
-staying up really late
-spending time with loved ones
that's how things are suppose to be, right?
i can hear my dog snoring, he's cute, but annoying.
so this weekend is the fourth of july weekend, and like always, we are going to have a family reunion. my mom is busy trying to get things in order around the house because we're having lots of relatives stay with us. i don't know, i'm not really looking forward to it, it should be alright.
my brother's dating somebody who is 13 years older than he is. before, he was engaged to someone who is 7 years younger than he is. i don't understand. at least he's dating someone, right?
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[ // 09:58pm /XO/ May 30 //] |
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yep, this weekend was most likely the best weekend i have had in a long time.
first off, FRIDAY was my erin's birthday, and gia, her, and i went to carvals (an amazingly delicious icecream parlor, and i highly recommend it) after carvals, we went to see flogging molly at the ampitheatre. got there at like 9, left at like 11, it was a good time. they rocked the fucking house and kicked some ass. we saw some people we know up there, which was cool, but it was just erin gia and me in the pit, as usual. (rocking the fucking house of course) afterwards, we headed back to my house where we all slept. i slept on that green vibrating chair in my basement which was the most uncomfortable place to sleep in ever. i'm glad erin anne had a lovely birthday..
SATURDAY.. erin left to go to lunch with her pops, gia and i hung out here, decided to go to mcdonalds and then cold stone in macedonia. (which just opened not too long ago, by the way) amazing as well. we're the fattest people in the world. mhmmmm. drove back home in the rain, hung out at my house for awhile, then i took a shower and gia and myself went to her house. yep. i saw gia non-stop saturday. and we didn't even get sick of eachother! erin came to gias, we watched talia. kevin and tommy came over. tino had friends over for his 21st birthday. the alonzo family house-hold was banging, minus the mother and father. it was awesome, and we drank so much. erin puked and passed out 4 hours before we did, tommy was the only one sober, gia was fucking hilarious, kevin and i pretty much were the most chilled people. some funny events happened that night, that i shant forget. gia and i slept in talias bed, while erin slept in gias, and we didnt go to sleep until like 5.
SUNDAY.. erin and i went to church, she dropped me off at my grandparents, i drove home with dad in the car, i basically hung out sunday afternoon/early evening, ATTEMPTING my studies for finals, tchh yep, fell asleep for like a half hour, woke up, ate, my parents had family friends over, erin picked me up, went to dennys, met gia there. felt like shit all day... came home..
TODAY=MONDAY.. woke up at 9, went to the memorial day parade (haven't missed one yet) went to erins, picked up gia, went to the fucking zoo. yeah you could say it was tits. i took lots of pictures! we did lots of walking, and it was amazing, i loved going to the zoo with my erin and my gia gia gia gia giaaaa. came home, cook-out over here, went for another walk, played frisbee with natalie and brian and got lots of exercise today! i did something besides sitting on my lazy ass, i'm pretty much proud of myself.
was a very good weekend.. i'm running on very little sleep from the weekend, tomorrow is the last full day of school, summer begins after friday, gia bia's birthday is thursday.. need to start studying for exams, and umm looking forward to summer! <3 late
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[ // 03:45pm /XO/ May 15 //] |
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umm thursday night, i come home from work, my dad told me to call my sister right away. i called her, she told me she has the best fucking news ever.. her friend won 2 billy idol tickets, backstage passes, third row. i nearly shit my pants. i didn't fall asleep until like 2, because i was so excited. friday comes and i'm suppose to be at natalie's office at like 4? i thought she said be there at 4:45. so my dad gets out of work late, i come home, rush to get ready. we don't leave the house until 4:15.. meet natalie at her work, we're off by 5. we don't get there until almost 6, and we end up not getting backstage passes or third row, because, i guess, we had to get there earlier. we still got free general admission tickets, which was cool because the show was sweet. it just would have been a lot cooler if we had the backstage passes, ah well. but yeah, free show and it was pretty radical. there was plenty of entertainment around us, lots of 30's and 40 year-olds, lots of drunkeness, it was a good time, i'm glad i went with my sister. billy idol's so old haha but he's awesome, and full of energy, their set was surprisingly long too. they covered elvis presley, the who, and the doors.
uhhhhhhh... yesterday hung out with gia and erin of course, went out to lakewood, hung out with anthony (and company) then headed back our way, went to macedonia dennys, gia left her keys in her ignition, cause she's pretty smart, we had to drive all the way back to her house to get her spare key, drive back to macedonia, and then head to my house where we all slept. we didn't get back until a little after 2. it was a good time. didn't end up falling asleep until like 4:30. didn't end up waking up until 11:50, followed by my father calling, yelling at me, for not waking up to go to church. sorry dad.
i feel that i can never keep a steady relationship. i know i am only 17, but it just feels that if i find something good, it departs my life within a few weeks. i really wish i could change that, somehow.
why dont boys like me??? ='(
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[ // 12:26pm /XO/ May 10 //] |
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it's been almost a month since i've last updated..
i miss my old home. i do like this one, but, about a year later it still doesn't feel like home. i miss walking up to handels and gabriel brothers and the pet store, and waking up really early to walk up to mcdonalds to get breakfast. yep, i miss it. oh well, things change in time.
i always seem to stay home from school on tuesday's. weird. i should have gone today, to turn in my religion paper (which isn't yet done) and i know that i will be doing some make-up work tomorrow. oh well. erin i'm sorry i didn't go to school with you today.
my sister was showing me her belly dancing moves last night at like 1 in the morning. she's funny. i like how we have such a great relationship now that i'm older, and i can talk to her about everything when before, i was little and we would always fight. my sister's a really cool person, and i'm lucky to have her in my life.
it really sucks when you were good friends with someone in gradeschool, and you see them five years later, but they don't remember you because drugs mess them up. it's rather sad, actually. it's amazing how much people can change throughout the years.
there's less than three weeks of school left. i really need to get my grades up. they suck right now, and that's no good. i can't wait for summer though. hopefully a lot of fun things will take place.
i have work on thursday, get paid on thursday, and friday there's a show i would like to go to, and hopefully it will happen.
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[ // 01:42pm /XO/ April 19 //] |
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it's tuesday, i'm at home, and everyone else is at school. i set my alarm last night, at least i think i did. or i woke up this morning and turned it off and fell back asleep. anyways, i woke up a little after 6:30, (i usually leave with my brother at this time) and i went into my moms room and told her what happened, and she's like, 'well just get dressed, i'll take you to erins, and i'll tell my boss i'll be in late' so i just figured it would be more simple if i just stayed home. she said sure, but she thought i planned it to happen like that? haha no actually i didn't mom. i still have work later today..
i miss my sister. she left me for hawaii a week and a half ago =/
umm my birthday was good! i got lots of cards, money, presents, cupcakes, birthday hats!, a ribbon that i wore all day saying 'birthday girl' haha i loved it! thank you, again, everyone who got me something, i love you all!
the school year is winding down, and that makes me happy. only we still have a little less than a quarter to worry about. i really need to raise my 43% in history. ohhh shit.
so what are we doing this weekend guys?
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[ // 07:54am /XO/ April 04 //] |
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so here i am, almost 8 in the morning, in dads office! !@#$%^&!%@ i drove with my brother in the morning, typical, every day kind of thing, first day back to school after spring break, and i get to my dads office just to find out that we have no school due to a power outage. blahhhh fuck. so i'm stuck here until god knows when. i just want to be home in my bed and asleep. not happening. these things are the disadvantages of not having a car or license. goddamn.
p.s. birthday=4 days away!
buy me presents?
just kidding, don't. just call me and wish me a happy birthday or stop over and see me!
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[ // 03:15pm /XO/ April 01 //] |
i am bisexual or homosexual
i've consumed alcohol
i've run away from home
i have lied to my parents about where i am
i don't like Bush because from what i hear, he is dumb
i don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up
i am for Bush
i listen to political music
i collect comic books
i shut others out when i'm depressed
i open up to others easily, at times
i am keeping a secret from the world
i watch the news
i own over five rap cds
i own an iPod or MP3 player
i own something from hot topic
i love disney movies
i am a sucker for hair/eyes
i don't kill bugs
i curse regularly
i paid for that cell phone ring
i am a sports fanatic
i have x's in my screen name
i've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation
i love spam
i bake well
i would wear pajamas to school
i own something from abercrombie
i have a job
i love martha stewart
i am guilty of typing like this
i am self conscious
i like to laugh
i smoke a pack a day
i loved perks of being a wallflower
i loved go ask alice
i have cough drops when i'm not sick
i can't swallow pills
i can swallow about five pills at a time without any problem
i eat fast food weekly
i have many scars
i've been out of this country
i believe in ghosts/spirits
i can't sleep if there is a spider in my room
i see a therapist
i love white chocolate
i bite my nails
i am comfortable with being me
i play video games
i am single
i am in a relationship
i have gotten lost in my city
i have seen a shooting star
i haven't been to any other countries besides the US
i have had a serious surgery
i go out in public in my pajamas
i have kissed a stranger
i have hugged a stranger
i have been in a fist fight
i have been arrested
i have pushed all the buttons on an elevator
i have made out in a car
i have swore at my parents
i have kicked a guy where it hurts
i have been close to love
i have been in love
i have been to a casino
i've been sky diving
i have broken a bone
i have flashed someone
i have seen a therapist
i have done splits
i have played spin the bottle
i have gotten stitches
i have drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
i have bitten someone
i've been to niagara falls
i have gotten the chicken pox
i have kissed a member of the same sex
i have crashed into a friend's car
i have been to japan
i have ridden in a taxi
i have shoplifted
i have been fired
i have had a crush on someone of the same sex
i have had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
i have stole something from my job
i have gone on a blind date
i have lied to a friend
i have had a crush on a teacher
i have celebrated mardi gras in new orleans
i have been to europe
i have slept with a co-worker
i have been married
i have gotten divorced
i have had children
i've seen someone dying
i've been to africa
i have driven over 400 miles in one day
i have been to canada
i have been to mexico
i have been on a plane
i have seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
i have thrown up in a bar
i have eaten sushi
i've been snowboarding
i've been skiing
i've met someone in person from the internet
i've been to a motocross show
i've lost a child
i've gone to college
i graduated college
i've done hard drugs
i've taken painkillers
i've had someone cheat on me
miss someone right now
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[ // 02:10pm /XO/ March 20 //] |
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umm it's sunday afternoon, and i'm home. i had a good weekend, it was fun and busy. friday erin and i hung out after school and we went to best buy and met zach and tommy at dennys (ritual) and it was a good time. then last night erin and i went out to dinner and it felt like a date, who am i kidding, it was a date. aaaand then went out to lakewood to hang out with anthony and jimmy too! i love those boys, we need to do it more often. we got lost on the way there and ended up in jacobs field, cause we're tards. and lost on the way back, ended up going on the turn-pike and stopping at two gas stations for directions ahaha. once again, cause we're tards. i slept over erins last night and we watched ghost world. it's a stranged, confusing, fucked up movie. hah. it was interesting though, i liked it.
tomorrow is school and we only have four days this week and we're on spring break starting on friday! crazy! that means my birthdays heading around the corner. exciting! mehhh. i miss gia, she gets back today with kevin from new york, stupid bitch i hate her.
and, seriously, people amaze me.
the end. </3<3</3
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[ // 11:23pm /XO/ March 11 //] |
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oh gee. where do i begin? it's done. i want to move on, you've torn me apart in so many ways. we've had our chances and now they're ruined. i thought it was special, i thought it was real, you obviously didn't. your a selfish person and everything had to be YOUR way. i refuse to be with someone who does not know what he wants and just wants to come to jenna for some comfort. FUCK YOU for leading me on. FUCK YOU for all those fake kisses FUCK YOU for holding me in your arms so tight FUCK YOU for sleeping with me FUCK YOU for all the laughs that we shared FUCK YOU for cheating on me FUCK YOU for spending hours on the phone with me FUCK YOU for moving the hair out of my face and looking deep into my eyes FUCK YOU for saying that you loved me FUCK YOU for covering me up with blankets and taking care of me when i was sick FUCK YOU for making me listen to you play your guitar and piano in amazement FUCK YOU for making me listen to all those songs that remind me of you and crying FUCK YOU for calling me up one day trying to explain to me for 3 hours how you still want to be with me FUCK YOU for lying to me FUCK YOU for making me pity you and coming to me for comfort FUCK YOU for making me not listen to my friends and my family when they tell me you're bad news FUCK YOU FOR MAKING ME BELIEVE we were going to be fine FUCK YOU FOR TELLING ME you wouldn't hurt me FUCK YOU for making me love you whole-heartedly and giving you my all. FUCK YOU FOR ALL THOSE GODDAMN TEARS I WASTED ON YOU. IT'S SO GAY. so not worth it. i spent over a year being crazy about you having all of my feelings still there for you...even when i was with someone else, my heart was still all for you, and you didn't give a rats ass. you know what, i deserve better. i deserve better. i got shitted on so much, and i took it. shows what kind of self esteem i have in myself. i hate you for that. i hate you for leading me on when all you really cared about was her the whole time. it's time to say goodbye and put you in my past and make you just a memory that will hopefully soon fade away. you made a part of me dead inside, and i don't know if i could ever forgive you for it.
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[ // 09:56pm /XO/ March 07 //] |
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yep so i'm sitting by the compter chomping on my winterfresh gum! i got back not too long ago from dennys with gia. it was entertaining, to say the least. we watched boys beat eachother up in bloody knuckles! repulsive! flesh and blood flying everywhere. they were funny about it though. i also got a massage! and we ate brownies and vanilla icecream with whip cream! numm. oh how i love you food. after this i think i might do that chemistry homework.. than again maybe not...
my weekend was pretty fun. they always go by so fast. friday erin and i shopped and went to target, got pretzels, then went to dennys and ang met us up there. umm saturday i went to a wedding shower, which was pretty nice and then the radikills show... it was fun and sad at the same time. sunday went to the mall with mum.. and that's that.
hah, erin and gia slept over saturday night and i, of course, had to be a party pooper and fall asleep like always. it was cute, i layed in natalies bed and we both fell asleep listening to tori amos! <3 gia and erin awoke me and we went downstairs and slept some more. I LOVE YOU GIRLS btw. even though you probably won't read this to see that.
i got SOOOO SUPER EXCITED as i was laying on the couch today, flipping through the channels and i saw a fucking sounds video! omgggg i love them and i never see their videos on tv. it was great, i was in heaven for a good 3 minutes.
my puppy's laying beneath me right now, it's cute, he's cute.. most of the time, except for when he poops in the house like he did this morning, or when he obnoxiously whines to us. you gotta love him though, i figure i will enjoy his precense before he dies. anyways, wow this has gotten long and i'm rambling, i apologize. i love you.. everyone who actually takes time out of their day to read this! mhm! <3
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[ // 09:01pm /XO/ March 03 //] |
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so.. wonderful.. the right side of my mouth started hurting on tuesday while i was eating something and ever since, the pain won't go away! eep. it's either an infection from my wisdom teeth which would be WONDERFUL. orrrr i might have punctured my eardrum. ho shit. the reason being is because i accidently stuck a q-tip deep into my ear, no not good jenna. mike told me i have all the symptoms for an infection because his mouth got infected too and it did the same thing mine is doing. i'm getting nervous so i told daddy and he's going to call the doctors. just hopefully the right side of my face won't swell up again.
i should be working on my chemistry report right now, but ehhh. I DON'T FEEL LIKE IT, WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO?!?! thank goodness tomorrow is friday, and thank goodness we got out of school yesterday due to a snow day. that was amazing.
so i got into a little 'tiff' with my mother today, she actually made me cry and put me on this huge guilt trip. i felt really bad but things are better now. i wasn't really feeling today. i also got out of a detention which was good on my part. it was for the dumbest reason ever, b/c i never got a tardy slip after i made it to homeroom as the bell was ringing. my dad told me if he were to talk to dr. majersik he would throw a knife between the crack of his ass cause he doesn't know what he's talking about. aha it was funny.
well wedding shower than show on saturday, but i honestly don't have a clue as to what activities i am going to engage in tomorrow. hummmm. the possibilities are endless. chhh. k well peace out everyone. <3
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[ // 09:27pm /XO/ March 01 //] |
yep so the weather is shit. but the good thing about all of this snow is i got to leave an hour early from work! but i needed the hour because i need money. anywho... a snow day would be perfect. seriously.. school is the last place i want to be, a day off would be wonderful. my dog's staring at me, he always does, he's annoying sometimes. seriously what is so interesting to look at ollie? gay. my brother is weird, last night he asked me if i think my fish like eachother.. i'm just like.. umm i guess so? he's like yeah.. i never see them fighting. dude my whole family is fucked up weird. my mom discovered a bird who comes to our birdfeeder in the back of the house and it's called a 'titmouse' and she says it over and over again because she says she just likes saying it. titmouse! titmouse! titty tit tuct titmouse! it's funny.
i'm mildly confused about shhtuff. people, things, life in general, GAH. hopefully things will be figured out soon and everything will be okay. YEAH.
i'm tired and sick and cold and and and tired. and i'm done writing.
i love you livejournal, i love you everyone.
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